I really need to get that last entry off the page.

I really need to get my focus off of him and back on to me.

What do I want anyway?

I mean besides my marriage.

That’s what I need to figure out.

I hope and pray that our marriage is restored again.

But waiting for it to happen is not the way to live my life.

Hoping and praying serve a good purpose but that cannot be at the forefront of my existence.

I need substance of my own.

I need the courage to be true to myself and really become happy with whoever that is.

So, for now, I’m not going to write in this journal for a while.

I’m going to try and post blog entries on a regular basis, where I do not write about him. There’s no notify list for the blog bit it is available by feed.

The journal entries will be back when I’m ready.

I won’t be long.